I just started being bad

What hurts the most is never knowing what could have been.

Sat, 26 Apr 2008 02:12:35 GMT

Heard this song over the radio on the way home. Brought tears to my eyes.
Another version cover of it was done by Cascada as a dance hit... but I still
prefer the rock cover. Lyrics are simple but it's not difficult to feel when
u've been there...

What Hurts The Most - Rascal Flatts

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do

Ironies around.

Sun, 30 Dec 2007 18:54:41 GMT

Scene 1
Friend 1: i'm going to bkk. u need to get anything for u? alcohol from the airport?
Me: ya, could u get Tia Maria for me please?
***
Friend 1: i'm sorry i couldnt get u the alcohol. but i can get my bro's gf to get for u.
my mum's scolding me and rushing me to get out of the airport. u going to st james?

Scene 2
Friend 2: anyway im throwing a birthday bash at st james this 31 dec
Me: wah ur date paying?
Friend 2: i'm dateless now. rather be single. too occupied.
Me: ic ok
Friend 2: just buy some alcohol and just have fun with friends
***
Me: Hi where are u?
Friend 2: im at home.
Me: huh? i tawt u said u'll be at st james
Friend 2: oh a hongkong friend came over
Me: so u r not going?
Friend 2: no...

Scene 3
Friend 3: felt so lonely when i sent marcus off to airport yesterday morning. felt sad.
dunno if he will be noti or not over there
Me: dun have to think also u'll know
Friend 3: i told ben to look after him. but i know, also its eventually up to him.
but i will ask marcus come my bday. if he forgets my bday, then i'm confirm will break off.

An early Christimas gift.

Fri, 30 Nov 2007 16:42:12 GMT

Thanks to puddle_of_grace. You're the best kind of friend anyone could ever have!

The REAL Gimme More dance routine for Britney @ VMA '07

Wed, 14 Nov 2007 14:37:46 GMT

Flawless dance routine!!! Smokin' hot!!!

My Circuit Mix

Fri, 06 Jul 2007 11:53:09 GMT

Hey djyoshiki this is for u!!!
And also for people who love Fabulous Sundays.
I mixed a circuit set of 11 songs with Mix Meister.
My song selection:

V.I.E.K Volume One:
01 Sexy Back (Dean Coleman Silent Sound Beatdown) - Justin Timberlake
02 Turn It Up (Hot 2 Trot Vocal Mix) - Paris Hilton
03 Beautiful Liar (Hector Fonesca Mix) - Beyoncé Knowles & Shakira
04 Give It To Me (Kelly Houston Mix) - Timbaland (feat. Nelly Furtado & Justin Timberlake)
05 Slave (Miami Mix) - Starkillers (feat. Gina Martina)
06 Jump (Love Groove Fierceness Mix) - Madonna
07 We Ride (I See The Future) (Rafael Lelis Club Mix) - Mary J Blige
08 First Time (Amilcar Tribal Mix) - Offer Nissim (feat. Maya)
09 Push Up On Me (Moto Blanco Club Mix) - Rihanna
10 It's All Good (Scumfrog Remix) - Fantasia Barrino
11 Destination Calabria (Paul Emanuel Remix) - Alex Gaudino (feat. Crystal Waters)

Download V.I.E.K Volume One here. Hope u like it. Enjoy!!!
Note: file is approximately 70.04 mb @ 128kbps, 1hr 16min 30sec, 132bpm.
Let me know what u think of it :)

Is there a soulmate for everyone?

Fri, 15 Jun 2007 16:32:47 GMT

Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
You're not easy to find

Is it possible Mr. Loveable
Is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you're in disguise

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line

Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one

Natasha Bedingfield - Soulmate.mp3

A very sad song for all lonely singles out there. Makes me wonder when I will be to find my own soulmate.

This song couldn't have come at a more appropriate time.

Fri, 01 Jun 2007 04:21:00 GMT

I hope the ring you gave to her turns her finger green
I hope when you're in bed with her, you think of me
I would never wish bad things, but I don't wish you well
Could you tell, by the flames that burned your words

I never read your letter
Cos I knew what you'd say
Give me that Sunday school answer
Try and make it all OK

[Chorus]
Does it hurt to know I'll never be there
Bet it sucks, to see my face everywhere
It was you, who chose to end it like you did
I was the last to know
You knew exactly what you were doing
And don't say, you simply lost your way
She (They) may believe you but I never will
Never again

If she really knows the truth, she deserves you
A trophy wife, oh how cute
Ignorance is bliss
But when your day comes, and He's through with you
And He'll be through with you
You'll die together but alone

You wrote me in a letter
You couldn't say it right to my face
Give me that Sunday school answer
Repent yourself away

[Chorus]

Never again will I hear you
Never again will I miss you
Never again will I fall to you
Never

Never again will I kiss you
Never again will I want to
Never again will I love you
Never

[Chorus]

Album available after June 26th '07.

Kelly Clarkson - Never Again (Radio Edit).mp3
Kelly Clarkson - Never Again (Jason Nevin's Mix).mp3

Regrets and Pain

Sat, 26 May 2007 02:50:56 GMT

Is there someone special you know,
You actually love him with all your soul.
But taking him all for granted,
He felt lonely and unwanted.
Then someone came to take him away,
Before you could mouth what u long to say.
You live each day with regrets and pain,
Wishing you could be with him again.

I Love This MV!!!! Beyoncé Knowles - Freakum Dress

Thu, 17 May 2007 10:37:16 GMT

I love it when she struts! And oh yes, if u can, try counting how many dresses she wore for this MV!!!

Gimmick?

Thu, 17 May 2007 09:33:03 GMT

Someone (Veronica) called from Global Trend (a marketing company) to inform me that because I took
part in a phonecall survey few days ago, I've been choosen (together with 29 others), to receive a
free gift package. The package includes 5 star accomodation in Thailand, spa package, cruise
package etc.

The lady told me I have to go down personally to Rolex Building, #18-02, to collect the gift
package. She convinced me that I won't have to buy anything or sign up anything, though there
will be someone to talk to me about a new travel agency in Singapore. She said this talk is just to
create more public awareness. She asked if I heard about NATAS and when I said yes, she didn't
carry on to say how NATAS is involved. Weird. Anyway, she told me if I'm able to go down to collect
and I said yes, and then she passed the phone to her supervisor, a guy, whose name I forgot. That
fella said once I have confirmed that I will be going, he will fax my name over to don't-know-where to inform
them to reserve that gift package under my name. He told me once I've confirmed, I must go
because if I do not, it will be hard for him to explain to his client (the travel agency).
Anyway, I told him I will be there but of course, I am lying.

Two hours before the scheduled collection date, another lady (Sharon) from the marketing company called
to remind me of the appointment. She said the appointment will last for an hour, which basically
seeks to inform me about the new travel agency, and to explain to me how to use the gift packages
and how to go about making bookings.Then she asked if i will be bringing anyone, which felt fishy to me.
I said no and I could really feel a slight pint of relief over her voice. And then she said if I am unable
to find the building, I should call the company to ask for directions. To cut the conversation short, I just
gave her a false impression that I will be there and after she hung up, I diverted my handphone to a dead number.

I felt there are just too many suspicious loopholes. At the end of the phonecalls, I don't even know the name of the
travel agency.

Company: Global Trend
Tel: 65365886 (general)
Tel: 65365376 (Veronica)
Tel: 65572982 (Sharon)

Dungeons & Dragons Tactics out on PSP Platform June 19th '07 (North America)

Thu, 10 May 2007 03:50:10 GMT

For previews, images and trailers, click here.

Harry Potter & The Order of the Phoenix Trailer

Thu, 10 May 2007 03:13:47 GMT

http://raincloud.warnerbros.com/wbol/uk/movies/tiptop/TipTop_r82k9m_tlrf2_qt_500.mov

You can stand under my umbrella

Wed, 09 May 2007 16:17:02 GMT

Umbrella, first single from Rihanna's upcoming album, Good Girl Gone Bad, out after 5th June.

This MV is just so cool! And I would like to dedicate this song to all my true and dear friends!

Rihanna - Umbrella (feat. Jay-Z)

Jay-Z:
Ahuh Ahuh (Yea Rihanna)
Ahuh Ahuh (Good girl gone bad)
Ahuh Ahuh (Take three... Action)
Ahuh Ahuh
No clouds in my storms
Let it rain, I hydroplane into fame
Come'n down with the Dow Jones (Rihanna: Eh eh)
When the clouds come we gone
We Rocafella (Rihanna: Eh eh)
She fly higher than weather
And she rocks it better
You know me
An anticipation for precipitation, stacks chips for the rainy day (Rihanna: Eh eh)
Jay, Rainman is back with little Ms. Sunshine
Rihanna where you at?

You had my heart
And we'll never be world apart
Maybe in magazines
But you'll still be my star
Baby cause in the dark
You can't see shiny cars
And that's when you need me there
With you I'll always share

[CHORUS]
Because
When the sun shine
We'll shine together
Told you i'll be here forever
Said I'll always be your friend
Took an oath I'mma stick it out till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we'll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella

Cos fancy things
Will never come in between
You're a part of my entity
Here for infinity
When the war has dealt it's part
When the world has dealt it's cards
If the hand is hard
Together we'll mend your heart

[CHORUS]

[BRIDGE]
You can run into my arms
It's okay don't be alarmed
Come into me
There's no distance in between our love
So go on and let the rain pour
I'll be all you need and more

[CHORUS]

It's raining
Oh baby it's raining
Baby come into me
Come into me
It's raining
Oh baby it's raining
You can always come into me

Get Umbrella(Rafael Lelis Radio Mix) here!

Donut Factory Craze

Thu, 03 May 2007 18:26:04 GMT

U have to queue for at least two hours to get anywhere near these donuts. Fortunately, by grace
from a generous fren, thoburn, I've gotten to try the Double Chocolate and Hazelnut Milk Chocolate!
Simply heavenly I must say. Strange when Dunkin Donuts was around, no one battered an eyelid. Now, people
start to queue outside Donut Factory as early as 8am when the stall opens at 1230pm!!! Further, each person
may only make a purchase of up to two dozen donuts, at a low price of only $11 per dozen! thoburn
also mentioned that ppl in the queue often get frens to "cut and join in", hence the long waiting time. Perhaps
we should also do that eh, thoburn?

Clip of Will & Grace, with Cher's special appearance.

Thu, 03 May 2007 17:29:04 GMT

That slap from Cher at the end is simply hilarious.

If only we could read minds...

Wed, 02 May 2007 17:34:08 GMT

F: u know * arh?

R: who?

F: u were at tabs right

R: wat does this * do?

F: airforce reg

R: yes.

R: he was dating a friend.

F: oh.

F: now no more?

R: should be no more.

F: okie

R: not really close to him.

R: only know him thru another friend.

R: ooo... i see someone likes him.

F: haha...

F: dun think he will feel the same la

R: no harm asking rite?

F: hmmm duno how to ask

F: very awkward

R: y??

F: i duno la

F: if he's not interested then nx time very awkward loh

R: just ask if he's attached lor

F: :)

R: easy rite?

R: take one step at a time.

F: ai ya i asked liao

F: he said he not attached

R: then next step lor.

F: i went back to his place that night already la

R: then how can u say he's not interested!!!

F: maybe he just wants sex

F: he also nv msg me after that already

R: then u msg him lor.

R: thick skin a bit lor.

R: but dont let it affect u too much.

R: i heard this somewhere before:

R: "you've got to kiss alot of frogs to find one that turns into your prince!"

F: thank u for listening

R: remember the last few words.
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
when is an ons really an ons? games that we play in this circle...

The Simple Life Season 4

Thu, 26 Apr 2007 17:15:30 GMT

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rcGMgptokQI

Two best friends turned arch enemies. Hilarious!
Paris Hilton rawks!

L L Cool J... Cute!

Thu, 26 Apr 2007 10:52:46 GMT

LINK: LL Cool J's Platinum Workout Online

Tue, 24 Apr 2007 15:58:16 GMT

The Part of You That No One Sees

You are passionate, romantic, and emotional.
You put love first in your life, even though you have often been disappointed by it.
You expect to be swept off your feet, and you never expect infatuation to die out.

Underneath it all, you are scared that you aren't lovable.
Your insecurity has ruined many relationships, as you are unable to see the love that's really there.
You are secretly afraid of being alone. Confronting your insecurities is incredibly painful.

What's the Part of You That No One Sees?

该怎么开始我自己，这场孤单的旅行？你依然住在我心里，我依然想你。。。

Thu, 12 Apr 2007 18:15:23 GMT

就算我努力式著面对
却还是不知如何相信这一切

从今后你不在我身边
谁给我勇气面对快乐和伤悲

真的要开始了自己这场孤单的旅行
走在同样的生活里过不一样的生命

该怎么开始我自己这场孤单的旅行
你依然住在我心里我依然想你

还是害怕夜深人静时总想起你。。。

Mon, 26 Mar 2007 14:48:58 GMT

忘，我没有很努力要自己去遗忘
那些和日记一起收藏的过往，孤单在思绪之中变得很慢长

想，我没有很刻意让自己不去想
那些和照片一起静止的模样，我学著坚强
坚强到不用学著不想，学著遗忘

还是害怕夜深人静时总想起你，还是害怕不经意的听见你的消息
然而当爱已经沉淀的太清晰，当拥有已经是失去，就勇敢的放弃

还是会害怕一个人时就很难忘记，还是害怕突然宁愿当初没有决定
然而当爱最后的出口是分离，我会这么相信，走下去。。。

Never knew this song reflected such immense sorrow till now.
A dear friend told me this today:
Giving something up doesn't necessarily mean you are weak; sometimes it can mean you're strong enough to let it go.

谢谢你我尝过爱的好

Sat, 24 Mar 2007 05:08:31 GMT

他们猜我们后来有没有再见离席了才会晓得怀念
突然我记起你的脸那触动依然像昨天
对自己我终于也诚实了一点

是不是回忆就是淡淡柠檬草心酸里又有芳香的味道
曾以为你是全世界但那天已经好遥远
绕一圈我才发现我有更远地平线

我们都没错只是不适合
我要的我现在才懂得
快乐是我的不是你给的
寂寞要自己负责

毕竟用尽了力气也未必如愿总是要过去以后才了解
突然我记起你的脸爱不爱不过一念之间
绕一圈今天的我能和昨天面对面

我们都没错只是不适合
亲爱的我当时不懂得
选择是我的不是你给的
明天自己负责

给昨天的我一个拥抱增经他不知如何是好
若我们再见我会微笑
谢谢你谢谢你
我尝过爱的好

我们都没错只是不适合
我要的我现在才懂得
快乐是我的不是你给的
寂寞要自己负责

我要的我现在才懂得
选择是我的不是你给的
幸福要自己负责
错过的请你把握

矇上眼睛也全是你

Sun, 23 Jul 2006 22:36:09 GMT

這沙灘　佈滿深深淺淺的回憶
每一步都有一段我和你　和一遍我想你
愛像水滴　天天月月累積　溢滿我的心
就算你我一個天一個地　也不輕言放棄
我真的　願意等下去　我愛的　矇上眼睛也全是你
我的憂鬱　等你放晴　

最好的愛　就讓它延續
最真的我　只想和你更靠近　不願失去才珍惜
該你的都給你　

最好的愛　是兩人一起
最傷的心　交給時間去忘記　你永遠在我心底
相愛一次　就一輩子都有相信　

我走進了大雨
心中卻有一片安定　愛讓我沒有了恐懼

最好的爱 - - 李玟
作詞：鄔裕康　
作曲：孫偉倫

好來好往

Sun, 09 Jul 2006 22:29:14 GMT

將這朵花給予你　即使兩腳在別離　當我眼睛不愛你　仍可做知己
揮舞兩手閃爍你　不必有最後限期　當我嘴巴不吻你　仍感動得起

道別時候　誰定要用歧視眼神　但也不見得　他心裡有惻忍
分手已經　疲倦似是徒步旅行　和你牽過手　啊　怎麼我不可

為你狠狠笑一趟　提你口乾渴湯　求那天氣更清朗　讓你一切舒爽
若理想不會空降　還會講不要慌　人世間為何不懂這麼

好來好往
將這朵花給予你　即使兩腳在別離　(一同觀光)
當我眼睛不愛你　仍可做知己 (好來好往)
揮舞兩手閃爍你　不必有最後限期　(一同觀光)
當我嘴巴不吻你　仍感動得起

以你笑聲來淡化　極殘酷過程　難道我　拍兩巴掌會更高興
多美麗身影　才不接受申請　願意請　讓耳朵流著動人和聲

若我想起採訪你　留我一間客房　若我想飛到海角　願我安坐機艙
若你找到了空檔　和我說聲午安　情侶間就是應該這麼

好來好往
將這朵花給予你　即使兩腳在別離　(一同觀光)
當我眼睛不愛你　仍可做知己 (好來好往)
揮舞兩手閃爍你　不必有最後限期　(一同觀光)
當我嘴巴不吻你　仍感動得起

Get it---> 好來好往 - Coco 李玟
作詞：甄健強　作曲：雷頌德

B for Beyoncé

Tue, 20 Jun 2006 17:29:14 GMT

Music World Music/Sony Urban Music/Columbia Records will release "B'Day," the much-anticipated new solo
album from Beyoncé, on Tuesday, September 5. "B'Day" will be released worldwide on September 4, Beyoncé's
25th birthday.

The pop music superstar's sophomore studio album premieres all new music produced, written and arranged by
Beyoncé. "Deja Vu," the album's first single, features guest artist Jay-Z with production by Rodney Jerkins.
Beyoncé's producers on B'Day include Rich Harrison, Sean Garrett, The Neptunes, and Swizz Beatz. B'Day is
executive produced by Beyoncé and Mathew Knowles.

Beyoncé's new album is the artist's first full-length solo work since her #1 multi-platinum 2003 solo debut,
"Dangerously In Love," which earned her five 2004 Grammy Awards including Best Contemporary R&B Album
and Best R&B Song ("Crazy In Love"). With her five-in-one-year Grammy win, Beyoncé tied the record for the
most Grammys to be won in a single year by a female artist. "Dangerously In Love" and "Crazy In Love" made
chart history when both album and single simultaneously hit #1 in the U.S. and the UK (which hadn't happened
since 1983). Beyoncé toured for the first time as a solo artist in 2003 in support of "Dangerously In Love," which
has sold more than 11 million records worldwide.

Feel Deja Vu now!!!